Talking to myself
I hate this. This was my idea and it's like everyone is acting like I'm not even there talking. Why do I feel so ignored and alone among friends? Do they even see me as friends? I feel like I'm the third wheel. They're making plans around me and I'm just along as transportation. It's taking everything in me not to tell them that I can't make it. It'd be better if I wasn't there. It's always better when I'm not there