I have the worst ideas. I'm so annoyingly obnoxious. I'm so entitled and whiny. I'm just waiting for the day that people get fed up with me and ghost me. And they'd be so right to do so. I'm so upset and disgusted with myself I can barely think. I'm just going to lay down and cry myself to sleep for the next 18 hours I hope
I had a terrible dream last night. My ex was in it. They were abusing me, manipulating me, and gaslighting me. I tried to block them out in my dream. They disappeared for a while, but they remained as an invisible person. I sat somewhere and I heard my ex yelling at me and shoving me out of my seat. It was far too vivid. I hadn’t dreamt about them before then. I really hope it’s not a sign that they’re going to be coming back into my life. I don’t want anything to do with them.
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